Our resident red squirrel. DH calls him Chatterer after Thornton Burgess' Red Squirrel. He is insatiable and VERY pugnacious! |
Poor photo as it was taken through the sliding glass door. If I had opened it, he would have been inside in a heartbeat! |
I always find Christmas a time of joy tinged with melancholy. My Dad was the heart and soul of Christmas! He used to get us all wound up by about mid November by bringing the Christmas lights upstairs- the old kind, you know- those big frosted red, green,blue and yellow ones with the fuzzy braided cords. He would open the box and pull the strings out one at a time - maybe there was ONLY one cord- and , with great ceremony, plug it in to see which, if any bulbs needed replacing. He would start making decorations too, some out of clear, coloured cellophane drinking straws tied in a bunch and fanned out like a porcupine. He checked the boxes of balls and if any were broken, all shards were carefully collected . We cut a star shape from cardboard , smeared it with glue then Dad sprinkled his homemade glitter on made from the broken balls that he had carefully crushed down in the cellar. Dad was a fanatic decorator of trees . He placed EVERY SINGLE one of lead icicles on , one at a time! Dad LOVED Christmas. We loved Dad!
So, this Christmas, I feel like a failure. My Daddy would be appalled! I LOVE Christmas too but I am clearly getting old. When I brought our little tree upstairs to decorate, I wisely plugged it in before decorating, and found that half of the tree was not lit up! Frustrated, I yanked the lights off and tried to replace them with another string. NO GO! I went crazy trying to do that. The wires kept separating , bulbs kept going out and my temper just got the better of me - so... This year, we have a little tree with NO LIGHTS ON! I DID run a string of lights around underneath the tree on the skirt and it looks ok. However, now that it is all beautifully decorated, I DO miss the little lights on the tree:-(
I had my annual droop too. My Dad was born in November, 1919 and for his first Christmas , his Mum and Aunty( long, fascinating story) bought him a little cotton batten Santa for his first tree. After Mum moved from her own house and no longer had her own tree, she gave ME Daddy's little Santa for our tree. He is a sad little faded amputee, but I ADORE him and he hangs on our tree every year. And- every year, as soon as I see him and hang him up, I have a little weep . I miss my Dad! He died in 1965 so you would think maybe I would be past that but apparently not.
In closing, a couple of pictures of Christmas 2012 at our house and a wish that you all enjoy your own special preparations and memories. Happy Nine days before Christmas!
Daddy's Santa |
This year's lightless tree |
SORRY! I DID NOT GET THE LINK RIGHT SO PLEASE FORGIVE. SEE ABOVE RE: OLD AGE :-)
Your tree is pretty, lights or no lights. :-) I too have favourite ornaments from my childhood; in particular, 2 Santas -- red with white painted trim from which the glitter has almost disappeared. I'm pretty sure they're as old as I am, and I was born in '52!
ReplyDeleteCarolynn, wonderful post - I am greeting you and your Dad's Santa with all my best wishes. Your tree is looking beautiful - we will still be doing all this in a few days when we are back .....
ReplyDeleteForgot to mention your photos of the squirrel - fantastic and nice text - and your fellow is just wonderful.
ReplyDeleteBefore I was born (round about Noah's time!) my parents were not very rich, and my dad created some tree baubles from egg shells. When mum baked, he blew the eggs, so that he was left with whole (except for two small holes) shells, which he painted. The only one I remember was Humpty Dumpty, who survived until I was in my 20s. I've often thought about producing some new ones, in his memory. (He's been gone since 1999.)
ReplyDeleteI love your faded amputee. I can see why you'd keep him.
I think many of us, as we get older view Christmas as a time to remember past years and past people. I don't think any girl gets over missing her dad - mine passed away on Christmas Day '96 and I pull out all my memories of him at this time of year. I love your explaination of the ornament making!
ReplyDeleteWhere do you live and why do you have no snow!???
ReplyDeleteso curious!
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Monika K.